i've started myself on a path, to be productive, to put everything that crosses my mind, that has gone along this -single theme-, put that to stone, paper, computer, whatever is around. and i'm going to have to immerse myself. i realize i can't guess or surmise what the thing i'm writing about is actually like. and scholarly writing always feel like such a dead end in terms of any real experiential accounts of what i must know. i'm going to have to get -way- close to things that you probably would never see on such a personal level. its going to be... An Experience! a story, yes. scary yyyyy possibilities, hearts opening up, or closing involuntarily.
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